Trust

Today meeting was cancel, suddenly I remembered the malay guy who said, girls is poison bro , yes sometime its fun to play with poison, too much it will eat you. I guess , no he's right. I should put myself through that things. Temporary feeling, I should skip it by now. I get the platform already, I should can go through this steadily. Trusting a girl? Honestly it's hard for me to do that. In business I can trust, In feeling, it's really hard to trust, but I still did sometime. Just not 100% .

And last night, my baby girl trust have been betray. Seriously I'm piss off with what happened. So if anything happen, You dont want to know, and I dont want to lie.  So better don't ask what I will do.

Lately , everything I plan keep changing because of others schedule. Its ok for me, but, please put some effort into this. Its getting big next year. We have to make sure we are really ready for next year.
Its not I dissapointed / blame / scold anyone, it just a friendly advice. no hard feelings !


IT IS BECAUSE I WANT TO BE LOVE

SPACE FOR SCANDAL POST

gonna leave this space for scandal post, awesome shti happens here.

ressurection!

Ny blog is dead. Well. Ressurection!! Alot of things happen lately. Yeah else i wont decide to blog it.

Well to u. I dont know what to respond. Please be honest to yourself.

Half more month from scandal concert. I manage to get haoto for scandal openng. Dream become true x.x

My Birthday

Birthday cake surprise by Crystal (I knew it u are the amstermind since u are the only 1 who know my birthday there) , Kenta (damn u, its sounds fishy since earlier) , Alfred (u r good actor damn it) , xiao yee (rawrrr, i told d suddenly u call is weird) . 

Thank guys, I will revenge next year.

 

Dont get hurt.

Yes, talking bout you. IF u r reading this, please do take care, U r being too happy for that things . U deserve more. U r too kind. U r happy enough for the small things, I scared in future it will hurt U. U r too hasty, U should slowly go for it. Not this way. Please take care.!

Dont Go

GOD FORGIVE ME, FOR ALL MY SINS. 

GOD, FORGIVE ME, 

GOD, FORGIVE ME !! .

If i let u in, you'd just want out...

If i tell u the truth you'd vie for a lie...

it would make a mess we cant clean up,

If u follow me, u will only get lost.

Yes u already know too much,

 and u r not going anywhere....

Pure Love

Talk to a friend about Pure Love. Is there something like that nowdays? well, nothing is imposible (as she said) yes, i agree!  Dont lose hope. If u have a dream , U can have it. Maybe the pure love wont be as sweet as in movie/drama/anime. But i believe there is someone who thinking just like me.

Start from today i will search for it. Before that I will prepare a castle for her (castle doesnt mean a luxary for her, as in a place that we can chill) . I will wait for the day to come. Dont give up no matter what.