the return

i have alot to tell, hope i can finish it by today (if i'm not lazy). Alot things happen. MOSTLY SAD. hmm~ i will start with my fav artist

yay! 1st is kamei eri! (sad story) She will graduate from morning musume soon. T_T (her picture on top!)
graduate togather with junjun and linlin (urm i dont are much bout those =p)


The producer went on to explain the reasons behind the departures. Kamei Eri has aparently been suffering from a skin condition called atopic dermatitis ever since she has joined the idol industry. It is a type of eczema that causes discoloration of the skin, which she usually hides with large amount of makeup when she goes on stage and takes medication because of it. However it is hard for her to fully recover from the condition due to the makeup, copious costume changes, and sweating from exercise and performances. Tsunku states that the condition could possibly move to an internal level, and even more so, has begun to affect Kamei on a mental level. She has therefore decided to leave Morning Musume to get her condition properly treated. It is unsure whether Kamei will rejoin the entertainment industry after her treatment. http://www.hello-online.org

yeah, i need to accept it. get well soon eri chan!...

now, come to SCANDAL~~~~!!~!!! YEAH, new single is coming, owowowowo i cant wait, this time 4 version come out oTL

bla bla bla, now is my turn, hmm.
Alot things happen lately. It really really really really affect my life. I had a big quarrel with my sweetheat. yeah i hate drama, i dont like to quarrel, but this is too much, i cant take it anymore, i have to tell her that she need to changes. and i did it. beginning she can take it, she gona mad and start to say hurts things to me, as usual i just try to tahan, but this time i tell her .... "i hope u respect my decision, u can blame me on anything, i'm sorry for not being perfect person to u, i let u go".. That word make she cry. even though i let her go but i sitll care bout her, i talk and calm her down, she beg , dont leave her, but for me it is too much, she shouldnt do that. But, i still love her. She promise me that she wont do tht again, she realize now that she did alot wrong things. she keep begging n i told her "we see tmr how, i cant things properly right now" Owww tmr has come, n i did forgive her, I still love her, but i treat her lil bit cold, which i want she to be strong, i want she accept the fact she cant be like last time already. yeah its work out, i hope she will be better. I love u dear.

OHH YEAHH ANOTHER GOOD NEWS, i will be playing drum! rawr! imma excited, owh yeahh rawr! (bang wall)
another things ._. sorry, i hope u wont read this, its being bothering me since i realize that u treat me so diffrent. i like the way u treat me, i feel bahagia, i nvr feel lonely. but this is wrong, we shouldnt be like this. I dont want any of us cross the line. we should stay between the line n go infront togather. pls dont cross ya. i sayang u, i care bout u, i dont want to lose is, PLEASE make it clear if u read this. talk to me.