so?

ok, today i wont start with yeah or yay, someone warning me not to do so. sorry grandpa.
I quite stress because I tot the problem have been solve, and it wont come again, but today it come again. ahh~ I totally want to ignore it. yes i did it, but inside me I still think about it. I hate it!...

I was in msn , and a friend ask me "how was u n elaine? couple back d?" , i told him yes, and he said "Eh i tot u were so sad and cannot accept her back, why so easy accept her". That word hit me right on the bulleyes. OUCH. I was speechless, until now.

What should I do, I want to ignore as much as i can, but the time I want to ignore, some friends will ask about her, will ask "eh bring elaine come togather la". sigh, i wish i an tell them the problem. But~~ the end