-Meet her at the cafe yesterday, n was so happy to see her, u know, the peaceful feeling, home feeling, u just wanna rest your should, close your eyes n sleep. And we did chat a little bit at night (MSN). Somehow i did solve something about my feeling.
-She finally let out everything that have been stone in her heart after so long, Its kinda sad, somehow good for her. Think carefully next time, dont too hasty in making decision, dont let your surroundings forced u to make decision, think for yourself . Kinda shock when u announce it at facebook, but I respect your decision, I wont ask anything, just go on your life! Your best buddy will support you!
-Random Ice Age season, its scary, because it is random! u cant prepare! hmph! Last night after i come back from watching haoto's performance, BTW i did lepak with haoto, and her band mates, she show off her new guitar, yeah anyone would be jealous with that such guitar, pif, damn u haoto! and i pass her the coke (france) , because she collected coke around the world, and she give me 1 bottle to drink ,damn! xD thx btw. OK continue, I check facebook and saw msg in inbox, and YES! SHE MSG ME 1ST! haha, owh noes actually, she reply what i ask in sms, she said " I got your msg but i cant reply, so i reply here in fb". She was into BL anime now, i tell her about i wanna perform if got next event. (I MEAN IT!) but i didnt tell that i wanna perform for her. She just ebign cold n said, go ahead, she will support, hhaha that is enough to make me feel happy, suddenly the ice age melt n she did alot of jokes, how happy i am! , and I intro scandal song to her, n she did like it GOOD JOB SCANDAL! and she complain some stuff, bla bla bla, just a normal stuff, but I feel nice to able to know her slowly. TODAY, i realize that tomorrow i going mekah, n i cant chat with her for 2 weeks? OMG OMG, god please bless me! This time i really will ask help from the god, truly, I'm not a good muslim, just i really really wish that i can get to know her, n slowly falling in love with her. I willing to do anything as long, God u give me chance to know her, to be with her. praying*
After realize that today is kind of the last day, I try to chat as much as I can with her, and talk talk talk alot n I did inform her about i going to mekah, n ask her for a date after i come back, hahahah! and she reject! babidownsial, but she said it is because , I'm her 1st malay friend who can talk to her like that, she mean, her english not good, for typing okok, but if face 2 face, sure broken english, summore she are super shy, OK ! EXCUSE ACCEPTED! somehow i will try again next time. pai seh la /.\ dunwant 2 ppl only leh
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