Reach my 2nd house in hometown =) . Happy but sad, that was my feeling right now, i'm sad but somehow i feel calm. I hope the calm last longer. I have a hell lot of things to rant, but somehow I dont have anyone to rant, keep it to self, and move on. (OH ! I GOT BLOG TO RANT) .

- I wonder what happened around me, A LOT THINGS HAPPEN, but i seem to be so chilled, its something like, King A - hey u King B, i'm declaring a war with you. King B - Hey , bring it on. ( I will make it sounds better if by mouth). Human, did u take things too easy? Or it's me who think too much? I dont think so, It's not normal to just act so chill like nothing happen after you did a PUKIMAK stuff to your close friend?.


-I hope you will regret with such decision, I hate it, I hope 1 day u will regret it, I hope 1 day u will realize wht i did say to you before, sorry i wanna be selfish too.

- I havent get any update from Ice Age, she seem to ignore me, God, please give me a chance to prove it to her.

-Stay with me, I want you to stay with me, Dont go Away, PLEASE STAY, Dont leave me, I need you, any others word that will make you stay? it's really hurt me, really really really hurt me, I want to love you even we cant be togather, but I start to realize there is gap between us, and it become bigger and bigger, I hate it, Why you have to made such a selfish decision, you dont even talk to me about it, I heard from others, you selfish! or I'm not that important to share with me? i'm confuse about that.

One day you're gonna remember me and how much I loved you... then you're gonna hate yourself for letting me go.